Gospel singer Madam Ajonamaku has opened up about one of the darkest moments in her life, revealing the deep pain and spiritual torment that once drove her to set herself on fire in a desperate act of self-harm.
In a heartfelt interview on the TalkToB Podcast, the singer, whose real name is Ajonamaku Omolabansin, recounted a series of devastating tragedies that shattered her once-happy family and pushed her to the brink.
“Our family was a happy one until my father suddenly died. My mom also died; my three siblings died as well.”
Left isolated and overwhelmed by grief, Madam Ajonamaku described hearing a spiritual voice that tormented her into harming herself.
“I burnt myself. That spirit told me what am I still doing alive. The spirit told me to take kerosene and pour it on myself. That made me sick for 10 months.”
The singer also shared the ridicule and abuse she endured while trying to build her music career. She recalled being taken to a studio where people mocked her appearance, poverty, and childlessness.
“Some people took me to the studio to make a song. They abused and made fun of me that I am ugly, poor and barren.”
Despite the immense trials, Madam Ajonamaku expressed strong faith, stating that spiritual forces cannot prevail against those who have God.
“In this life, there are spiritual forces but if you have God, they cannot overpower you. You will win.”
As a mother, she voiced deep concern for her children’s future, admitting the weight of her struggles has made her reflect painfully on motherhood.
“I am more concerned about my children. If only I had known, I won’t have those children because I know what I went through.”
Madam Ajonamaku’s testimony has touched many hearts online, highlighting the hidden battles some public figures endure while still showing up to inspire others. Her story serves as both a cautionary tale about mental health and a powerful testimony of survival and resilience.