Heartbroken Nigerian singer Niniola Apata has poured out her soul in an extremely emotional Instagram story, declaring she cannot live without her late husband, Michael Ndika, in a deeply moving expression of grief just days after his passing.
The Afro-house star, still reeling from the sudden death of her husband and manager, shared a raw and unfiltered outpouring of pain that has left fans and followers devastated. In one slide, she wrote:
“Where is Michael? I cannot live without Michael.”
In a subsequent, even more anguished post, Niniola questioned God’s decision while expressing the depth of her loss:
“God, You could’ve taken my kidney, an arm or a leg, You should’ve even taken me instead. But that one person that made my life worth it, you took away from me… We did not disturb anybody… Just living lives on our own terms… What a Jealous God you truly are… Cos you had the power to spare him but decided to flex muscles… Just finish what you started now… I’m Ready.”
The singer described Michael as her best friend, confidant, provider, business partner, and pillar. The couple had been together for over 13 years, sharing a deep bond that blended love, friendship, and professional partnership, as Michael served as CEO of NaijaReview and played a major role in her career.
Niniola’s latest outburst comes shortly after she paid a glowing tribute to her husband, calling him irreplaceable and expressing how she constantly waits for him to walk through the door. Her raw vulnerability has triggered an outpouring of sympathy across social media, with many fans and fellow artistes praying for her strength during this difficult period.
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As Niniola navigates life without the man she described as “the air I breathe,” her emotional posts serve as a reminder of the fragility heavy toll sudden loss can take on even the strongest individuals. May God grant Niniola the fortitude to bear this irreparable loss and comfort the entire family at this trying time.